Sabtu, 31 Juli 2010

mengejar mimpi kosong

Terpintas ketika akan angkat kaki dari pulau perantauan kembali ke haribaan tanah darah akan menemukan jawaban dari segala gundah dan cemas
Ternyata cuma hanya habis termakan waktu malas, malas, dan sangat malas...
Terkesan seperti mengejar mimpi kosong dan menghidupkan memori sial
Tak ada satu lepas kata pun dari lidah brengsek dari si brengsek ini. Hidup makin tertelan kekecewaan. Kecewa sampai membelah cermin sendiri.
Cuma bisa merasakan sedih dari rasa senangnya, mungkin ini balas dendam tapi entahlah cuma Yang Maha Mengetahui yang punya jawabannya.
Kembali ke sini dengan membawa rasa kecewa. Semoga perasaan itu masih ada meskipun dalam tak terlihat oleh pancaran sinar bahagia barunya. Saya sudah cukup senang di kedalaman ini

Sabtu, 29 Mei 2010

random words

walking down the street to nowhere.
maybe this feet want to reach your place but my physic won't let them
playing my music through my headphone with my player just keep making my heart torn
i can smell the ocean air, very rough
just what my feeling looks like by now if it were visible
she knew i've walked hundreds of miles just to see her but...
it was just nothing for her. maybe just a common visitor who brought nothing for a gift
trying to break the walls, it only made my fists broken in the other side this damn feeling stays the same
that hundreds of mile that i've been walked before were just a very funny joke
very funny until it brings me stomachache
maybe i don't belong here anymore
this lousy dog is just a trouble-maker
the sky has gotten darker, darker than before. the seagull has left.
there are no more sunshine. only thunder of anger, lightning of rage that shows their existence
castles will crumble like a cracker
you will not know when the sky will show his smile again
but you can always be a villain of the sky of darkness