Senin, 05 November 2012

Matutino Rore

I was stranded in the Land of Cold Blood where mortals can not find warmth in their heart
I decided to light a fire so my heart would not freeze in agony
But not a single spark came from my fire stones
I soon became wondering why I finally reached this place
Did my feet move by themselves leading me here?
Or was it my hollow heart that forced me to wander here?

I met a man which I found next to a spring, he is wearing a black cape with sorrow souls wandering aove his head
I asked him, why did he come here?
He answered nothing
I continued to question him whether he was looking for someone here
He nodded his head
As he nodded his head, a number of sorrow souls came upon his head. Sorrow souls above his head became bigger
I asked him again, "Dear Traveler, who are you?"
He began to move his mouth, he answered, "I am you, the one whose heart has been taken away."
I was startled to death. I ran as fast as I could

Then, Dawn broke in
I stopped my feet and looked into the sky
There was someone whispered to me, "You are now on the Cliffs of Dawn, name yourself!"
I could not answer as I was too ashamed to speak my name
He continued saying, "Why are your feet dried by sorrow, young mortal?" "Have you forgotten that you only live once?" "Morning has come so wipe your manly tears and be on your own way!"
After that, a strong breeze rubbed my face
So I continued my journey in pursuit of inner peace
... until these feet could not move anymore

Senin, 10 September 2012

Serenade of Caged Seagull



Sing, Oh you bird of ocean.
Let me listen to all your sadness and happiness throughout your short life

Sing the sadness with sorrowful tone of your tounge
You once, admired by a poet princess, became her inspiration
She said her life would be banished if you did not sing anymore
She said that you are the melody of marine beauty
Until she left, made your heart caged.
Sorrow became your prison
Tears became the bars
Regrets became the cuffs

Sing the happiness with joyful tone of your tounge
It is now the time
Release yourself from the cage of heart
Fly away and become one with Father Sky
Fuse with the silky clouds of afternoon sky
Cumulus cloud is your wings
Your beak will be translucent so I can see your tounge dancing

Words that she threw to you, finally thrown to other person. Let us consider it as Circle of Life
Let us be on our way
Life still goes on even it is getting heavier
Don't fly too near the Sun unless you want to be Icarus again
Look there are still many fish underneath the ocean
Wipe your tears and sing your lullaby to make me asleep
So I can dream once again

Jumat, 13 April 2012

Surya, Candra, dan Kartika

Setelah lari dari kenyataan kelam, aku memanjat benteng yang mulai memendek itu
Di atas kupandangi langit malam megah, bertahtakan jutaan bintang, senyum rembulan yang begitu tulus, dan angin malam yang merembet di lorong hatiku
Sesaat kupandangi sang Candra, cahayanya perak terasa lembut di pelupuk mata, bagai sepotong kain sutra terbang ke arah pandanganku.
Setelah lama kupandangi, aku menemukan kejanggalan pada Candra, kutemukan bahwa cahaynya palsu, senyum mengkilat-kilat lembut itu hanya pantulan dari kegagahan sang Surya.
Aku pun menjadi jatuh sedih...
Kupandangi Kartika yang menghampar elok menghiasi Angkasa gelap nan misterius. Kartika cahayanya asli, indah namun hanya kurasakan sedikit... sedikit sekali. Kartika itu sangat jauh.
Aku ingin menggapai sang Kartika namun aku hanya dapat berandai menggenggamnya dengan tangan lusuhku ini.
Kartika jelas bukan untuk aku miliki, namun aku tetap ikhlas jika dia tetap menjauh dari aku
Tiba-tiba Angkasa menjadi biru kegelapan, Mega  mulai terlihat berbaris menyambut sang Surya yang akan datang dengan segala kemuliaannya.
Sang Surya mulai mengintip dari balik persenyembunyiannya, aku mulai berdiri hendak menyambutnya juga.
Fajar telah menyingsing
Kenangan sudah paripurna
Hidup harus tetap berlanjut
Meski akan terus semakin berat

Rabu, 29 Februari 2012

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